Valentine..

It's 14th of February..a beautiful date for the lovers and for all of us (I guess..)..it's Valentine..dont know why,this Valentine is very blurr..nothing inside me that could make 'feel' it..not even my husband..as for my family members,I can say that I love them every day..but in marriage life,honestly I feel empty,lose and alone..it's not because I didnt love my husband anymore,but I can feel that I am losing his love..or maybe it's there,but hiding somewhere..somewhere that really need to be find out! it was not like this from the beginning..we celebrated Valentine at the very early years of marriage..but,as the time passes by it has been ignored for no specific reason..and again,today nothing is happened between us..no flowers or prizes and not even a wish..quite frustrating but, I am used to it..I just wondered sometimes..is this the signs of 'something' will happen to my little family??hopefully not..because deep inside my heart, I still love him very much and hope the best for our marriage..God,please let your eyes on us all every day..so that,we can love each other as You love us all..Amen..

Welcome 2013!!

helloooo..wahhhh...sepertinya saya mengambil masa selama setahun jg la untuk kembali d webpage ini after my last post on 2012..hhmmm..what to do...I am a very busy person..niat di hati sangat la besar untuk mencurah rasa disini tapi selalu sja ada halangan yg merintangi..whatever it is,welcome 2013..walaupun diawal2 tahun begini sya sdh diserang pelbagai 'penyakit' lama yang terpendam,heheheh..tapi so far..sya masih disini..and I thank God for that..:)