Still exam

Still feel guilty when I recalled the way vina cried last night because I told her about her Science paper 1 marks..I really regret it..It was not my intention to make her feel sad and frustrated..but,I just speak it out to encourage her to keep doing her revision..when I saw her cried silently,it really killed me..sorry my dear..mummy just want u to know that there is nothing easy in this world..u always tell me that u want to get first place in ur class..but u will never get it if u not do something for it..u like it or not,u have to study and do ur revision..hopefully,today will be better from yesterday..

Exam week..

When it comes to exam matters, I am not a very strict teacher and mother..I know my pupils very well so do my daughter ..and I accept them for the way they are..yes..of course I want my pupils to excel in the exam especially for the subject I taught them..but,I am not that cruel to force  them on the things beyond their limits..I still believes in values of life..if u have such values in life,u still can change your life in any way..not only by looking at the examination grade that u've got in school..I do feel the same for my daughter..I will be very proud if she can excel in all subjects that she learn in school..but,for me it is not a compulsory..well,she is just year 1,7 years old..It is good to let her feel the real life lesson and at the same time enjoy their childhood as it will never come back..feel the sadness,happiness,disappointment and all the feelings that can make her stronger as she grows up..if only all people feel and think the same..I am quite worried today to know that vina answered 3 questions wrongly in Science paper 1...it is ok for me but not my husband..now,I am still thinking about the best way to tell him about this because it will not only effect me but also vina..if only I could change the way he thinks..

Berroca Health Supplement

Tried this for the first time today..berroca also known as Tun`s supplement..orange flavour and it is delicious..I like the taste so much..but the most important thing is the benefits of taking this supplement..It is said that it could improve the mind focus..Yup,I have been so forgetful lately..which made me worried a lot..it is obvious when I just want to do something but in a few seconds later,I forget about it..as a matter of fact,I`d been taking epidural for the three birth processes that could be one of the reason for it..but the rest,only God knows why..heehehe..hopefully berocca will help..

RUN..RUN

Feel envy to c all my gojes runner friends having fun with their marathon,wheelathon and fun run events..I am actually one of their group member of Runner Gojes,but then I havent start any run yet until now due to the busy life in school and even at home..I can see that running is a very famous activities nowadays either to maintain healthiness or to gain money..there are two sisters in my hometown that always join these kinds of events and gain money because they won the top 10 places.. wow!!I think I should try this one day but still dont know when..

The Nurses` Visits

Ok..seems like I fall asleep again..hahaha..luckily,not a very deep sleep..only after 22 days since my last post,I managed to come back..what a very busy me..last week was the fastest weekdays I had(I felt like it was,even actually it was not)..hihihi... finishing my LINUS screening for Year 1 at the first and second day of the week..followed by the visits from the nurses of HDOK for the Year 1 injection and medical check up..time flew so fast as I also ran everyday at school to meet the nurses for some matters about the pupils and the forms..the most unforgettable moment was when I need to hold the crying pupils while they were given injection..feel pity for them too but it is for their own good though..what a memory to be laughed at..hahaha..as a reward,I am now having a pleasant stay at home for four days in a row with my beloved family..it is the holidays for the Agong`s Coronation Day and The Muslems New Year( 1 Muharram)...well,God promises us..there will always be a beautiful rainbow after the rain..thank God for the days..

A few pictures during the medical check up and injection..yes..the model here is my dearest daughter,Vina who is also one of those Year 1 pupils..hihihi

The never ending friendship..

Sesungguhnya rindu yg paling sakit adalah rindu pada yg telah pergi..sudah 2 hari berlalu sejak pemergian seorang sahabat yg sudah dianggap seperti kakak sendiri sejak mengenalinya sewaktu mula2 menjejakkan kaki ke SK Kem Tentera,Sandakan..kak Jumrah Nordin..seorang wanita berjiwa kental di usianya..sentiasa murah dengan senyuman dan tidak pernah kedekut ilmu..teringat pd cheesecake nya yg sedap..smpi order lg dgn dia utk jamuan raya d tadika vina dlu..pernah jg dia try ajar buat kek tu,tp spt biasa..aku yg diajar ni agak sukar utk mengadaptasikan ilmu yg dperturunkan..otak keras da kali a...hahaha..wlupun hya sempat bekerja bersama nya slama dua thn d sesi petang,tp dia masih dekat di hti ini..rasa sedih dan pedih masih terasa dgn pemergiannya secara tiba2 pd pagi Isnin lepas..masih terngiang2 celotehnya,tdengar2 gelak tawanya dan masih bermain2 d mata setiap gerak geri dan senyumannya setiap kali bertembung dgnnya d pintu bilik guru sewaktu peralihan sesi persekolahan..mmg dia selalu x sihat selama ini tp tiada siapa pernah menduga sakit buah pinggang yg dihidapinya akan mengakhiri perjalanannya d dunia yg fana ini..apapun,memetik kata seorg shabat..apapun penyebab kematiannya,semua itu adalah asbab sj..ajal dan maut itu adalah urusan Tuhan..sudah tertulis perjalanannya smpi di sini..hya kiriman doa sja yg boleh kta kirimkan utk mengiringi perjalanannya..semoga anak2 dan suami serta ahli keluarga arwah yg ditinggalkan,kuat dan tabah menghadapi khilangan ini..beristirehatlah kak..tiada lg kesibukan..tiada lg kesakitan..damai dan tenanglah d sna..

Satu2 nya gmbr bersama arwah sewaktu menjayakan sambutan hari guru pd tahun 2015 peringkat SKKTS bertemakan Back To School..terusik jiwa setiap kali melihat gmbr ni..

WEEK 33

Last week was a busy week for us because we were the teachers on duty (Group 4) and we had a lot of activities conducted in conjunction of the Indepence Month..all activities were conducted for the pupils except one special activity for the teachers..it was the cooking competition..hahaaa.. it was for morning and afternoon session teachers according to the group..it`s quite challenging because we were on duty and a competitor at the same time..to make it worst,two of our group members took a leave a day earlier due to some matters..it made us compete with only four members..luckily the cooking part could be done earlier at home..but,of course I am not the one who cooked..hahahaha..I only involved in decoration part..hehehhe..and,my masterpiece was the menu cards that combined together into a board..well..sounds nothing, right!..but,I swear...it was never easy..huhuuuu..whatever it is,the competition just went on smoothly..everyone enjoy themselves..n the winner will only be announced after holidays..so for now,I just want to enjoy my holidays..happy holiday to me..Hahaha..